(Source: mylifeasrebekah)

Well…it’s about to be one of the most important years of my life coming up…my senior year in high school. 

And to be honest, I’m really looking forward to a lot of things, but I still have fears about certain things.

What would they be, you might ask?

Well, let me start…I really want to make a lot of new friends this year, because I’ll be going to two schools now…(Great Bridge High, and Governor’s School)…But, I have this constant fear that either a) people will make false assumptions about me and just automatically dismiss me…or b) people won’t understand me.

That’s normal fears to have I suppose…Kinda like “first day of school” jitters…

Basically, the approach I’m going at in my last year of high school is to “just be me”. Which can sometimes be reeeeally hard when you have two brothers that look like you, and people assume you’re the same person, in certain aspects of the phrase.

Anywho, sick of venting, but just had to get that out. :P

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But I do post a lot >.<

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Well, here goes my “random venting”. 

I’ve started my workout regiment and I’m really enjoying it :) I’ve started a really hard but effective workout routine that is really whooping me back into shape lol.

Also, been really feeling overall happier about everything :) Which I really am happy about :)

That is all. 

I’ve been playing Pokemon all day. lol I’m. A. Nerd.

Help me. Please. haha <3

It’s my birthday today. Yay. :)

Well, here I am again…blogging about stuff…except it’s on a holiday this time.

First off, Happy Easter everyone. Hope it’s great :)

Now I start pouring out stuff…I’m lonely. I’d use an example with ice cream like last time, but that won’t do me any good.

My birthday’s tomorrow, and I know what I want for my birthday, but I know I won’t get it. What is it, you might ask?

…….A more peaceful, fun-filled life with someone who really cares about me for all of my qualities and not just external ones.

I know that last part might have sounded a little arrogant…but let me explain.

In every “relationship” or almost-relationship I’ve been in, it seems to me that the people I associate myself with all seem to want one thing…of course, I won’t say the word, but you get it. 

And it’s really annoying, but I know it’s a part of life. Except I wouldn’t expect it to happen all the time. But still, you get it.

Anyway, I’m sick of going after those types of people, and to be quite honest, I know what kind of person I want. So, you know what I’m gonna do?

Sit…and wait.

I know it seems like “Ooh, you’ll really get somewhere with that.”…

But think about it. In my situation, “going after what you want” isn’t always the smartest choice. So, I’m going to wait. How long? Who knows. Hopefully not as long as I dread it will be. But last night the quote “Good things come to those who wait” really started to make me feel better. 

But, yeah, glad I got that off my chest. Phew. :)